Lemon.

I guess I need to go on an ungrateful rant for a bit about my grad party.

First off, I had a freaking blast. I was so terrified that no one would come, and although there weren’t many people there, the people that were really made it special.

Now to the bad part..

Some of the people I thought I was close to didn’t even bother coming. Zach wasn’t there, and it didn’t seem like he had an excuse or anything, which kinda stung. Bri didn’t go, which I was expecting a bit considering our rocky, unhealthy, and dissolving friendship, but I wish the fact that we were best friends for 5 years could’ve made her at least show up for a few minutes. Also, some S.O people weren’t there for valid reasons so that was ok but I still missed them. And I realized how shallow band people really are. Whereas bandies come for food and games, the S.O people came for me, and that really meant a lot. I’m glad to know who my true friends are. Plus, hanging out with them was fantastic and I had a really great time messing around with kaleigh and having cake fights and everything. I wish ALL the important people in my life could’ve been there, but I guess that’s ok. Being able to join Hailee, Andrew, Devon, and Nathan with the S.O people felt great and overall I had a really awesome time today :)

Monday:
-school
Tuesday:
-half day in school then Chinese food with Brittany and Briana
Wednesday:
-cap and gown pickup plus carnival
-Andrew came over for a bit
Thursday:
-shopping for graduation gifts which I’m really bad at
Friday:
-breakfast at waffle house with a bunch of people
-graduation rehearsal
-chik-fil-a with Andrew and Hailee
-hailee got lost on the way to lunch and ended up in Bethel township
-went home for awhile then hailee and I went to graduation parties
-helped Kate with some drama
-got Zach reallllllly mad at me, unfortunately
-Andrew came over
Today-ish (Saturday):
-finished shopping for gifts
-went to Andrew and Hailee’s grad party
-helped Kate through more drama
-went with Andrew to get an SD card for his new frickin awesome Nikon camera
-went to andrew’s stepdad-ish house with hailee and everyone for more gift opening
-he really liked my silver chain bracelet I gave him :)
Tomorrow:
-I’m actually graduating. The day is finally here and it’s so exciting. I can’t wait for college and the future :)
Monday:
-Kings Island with some really awesome people
Tuesday/Wednesday:
-Cedar Point and Put-In-Bay with mom and Andrew. I’m super excited!

So much has been going on this week! I’m so exhausted. Being around people all the time wears me out and there’s definitely been a lot of people. I’m really excited about graduation and this summer and everything. After the ceremony I won’t have to see anyone I don’t want to, and that feels amazing. It’s like I’m finally free of everything. Yay class of 2012! :)

I’m on the wait list for the Horizons program because I’m not good at anything and suck at life. Whoo.

What is this world and when will it be normal again. I’m so freaking excited because I’ve been waiting nicely for 2 months now and it finally happened. Andrew is my boyfriend. How strange it sounds! I’ve liked him for nearly 5 years and here we are, finally. Such an eventful day today! The super important interview went great and I’ll find out in 2 weeks, the senior banquet made me want to cry, I got to go onstage twice to get our 1st place band trophies, and then we get on the bus to go home and Andrew asks me out. I couldn’t have asked for a better way to end my last band trip. I feel great :)

He put his arm around me today and called me honey in front of everyone at lunch. I’m not sure how I feel about this but I think it’s a good thing :P